absolutely drunk in the pain and completely lost in it’s depth I want out
I don’t understand how things go from being great or being just ok to being so messed up it seems nothing will make them right.
I miss my best friend.
For just 20 mins I’d like to be ok. To feel safe.
I’m so tired. I just want everyone to let me be… I give up. Just let me rest.
The more I want to run away the more I stay behind. Please don’t let this hurt.
I think I fucked up… Fuck. Whatever. Only diff is instead of being the only one being hurt I have company. Fuck!